Why Do I Prefer Older Men..When I'm only 19?

My dear, first of all i dont think that your dad thing has an effect on your thing...its all about you and about your feelings,what your heart wants even if it means to find love and relationships with older men. but the thing is that when you get involved in a relationship with an older man he will want and need everything,not just kissing and going out and stuff..i mean it will get to the point where hell ask you to sleep with him....the real question here that if your really attracted to an old man and you just love being with him can you imagine yourself sexually attracted to him ? i think you should decide and find out what you really want so that you dont get hurt in the future..good luck